[ he shouldn't have to, but it's too late now. it's not necessarily desensitization, but suffering such specific and extreme trauma every couple of weeks has completely punched through his anxiety and depression to the point that he really is just too exhausted to be upset about it anymore. and he is upset, but the only way to preserve the last remaining bit of his sanity is to shut down everything outside of what he needs to baseline function. ]
I'm so sick and tired of putting up with this bullshit.
[ his shoulders sag as he lets his head fall back, his hair cushioning the thunk that would typically result from such an impact. for someone who usually serves as a rare spark of optimism despite it all, who believes in the inherent goodness present in even the most deplorable of people and places... ]
It's wearin' on me, too.
[ ...even ichiban's light seems somewhat dimmed thanks to these past few weeks. ]
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I'm so sick and tired of putting up with this bullshit.
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[ his shoulders sag as he lets his head fall back, his hair cushioning the thunk that would typically result from such an impact. for someone who usually serves as a rare spark of optimism despite it all, who believes in the inherent goodness present in even the most deplorable of people and places... ]
It's wearin' on me, too.
[ ...even ichiban's light seems somewhat dimmed thanks to these past few weeks. ]